Change

Hello everyone..^^
Long time no blogging :(..almost one month, right ?
so sorry >.<
Now, from today i will start blogging frequently :) yeah ^^
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Actually, there's a reason why i am not blogging until one month , sad to say but i feel down and got depressed :(
why ?
First, sometimes i like to compare anything with other
Second,  i lost my self confidence
Third, i am trapped in negative thinking and negative act :(

And all of it make my mental breakdown, and i am not happy anymore, i am keep away from my friends, from crowded and my parents.. then, i started liking silent situation, keep drawing with my imajination,deep on my own mind and prefer alone than with someone.. i close my self from outside and create my own world .
And, that's happend until one month..in fact, there's not make me better except my skill drawing got improved. i got suffered .
Until 3 days ago.. on sunday morning, i got phone call from my friend that she want to give me book ( yeah, i still remember that i odered a book and the author is andrew mattews  ( i think that everyone knows him)  from her, and she got that book and she plan to give to me)
Because i don't plan anything on that sunday, so i prefer to read that book ( title : happiness in bad situation) wow.. i think that title and the contains of that book similar with my life now..
i read it slowly, i try to understand the meaning, i try to practise it in  my daily :)
And, now..
i start to blogging again :) get out from my "mind" and live with lively :p
i think that is a great book.. and i must say thank you to my friend ( my friend learn hipnotherapy and she like psycology )

If you have same situation like me..you can read that books ( the author is andrew matthews, you can googling if you want to know him and his books ) :)

Tme : 10.45 am